Noun:

অতিশয় ঘৃণা,

loathing's Usage Examples:

Self-hatred is personal self-loathing or hatred of oneself, or low self-esteem which may lead to self-harm.

Self-hating Jew or self-loathing Jew, both associated with auto-antisemitism, is a term used to describe Jewish individuals who hold antisemitic views.

Self-disgust "may reflect a pervasive condition of self-loathing that makes it difficult to assign deserving punishment to others".

Hank is wallowing deep in self-loathing following the release of A Crazy Little Thing Called Love, which he perceives.

Synonyms:

odium; detestation; abhorrence; disgust; execration; abomination; hatred; hate;

Antonyms:

attract; like; benevolence; philogyny; love;